Our lotussan..

[KATHYPURDOM]

Lotussan we, especially me, have been thinking of you for a long time now. If and when you ever do get back here, I hope that you do read this and know that all of us here are your family and miss you. Lotus, sis, please come back!

 

[Tiggy]

I have not been around much lately - been on elderly mother duties, so was not aware that Lotussan had gone. Haven't a clue what caused her departure, but reading back on some of the posts, assume someone upset her, or attacked her.
There are many of us who do not want to read Lotussann's repetitive rose tinted Steven posts, and most of us know that it is impossible to have a good debate on anything remotely contentious with her. Having said that, it is easy to skip her posts, and, in fairness she has stuck to the thread for ''We love Steven, which was created for people wishing to declare their undying love. So what's the problem, she has as much right here as anyone else, she is entitled to her views, and no one should go into the I love Steven thread, if they don't want to contribute to or read those posts, it's certainly not a place to attack others. Come back Lotussan, you are part of this site, and have as much right to your views as anyone else here. Come back, it must be horrible for you not having a place to share your love, don't let a few spiteful people win,just think what steven would be telling you to do in such circumstances.

 

[ORANGATUANG]

Welcome back Tiggy...we have sent messages to lotussan but i think that its out of our hands now..there is only one person who can make the decsision to come back and thats her..I do miss her like every one else but she should at least reply to one of us so we know how she is how are we to know if she doesnt want to talk, i have sent messages hell even e-mails but no reply...heres hoping that one day she will come back if not it was nice knowing her even if only for an short time.....

 

[Amos Stevens]

Welcome back Tiggy!

 

[suziwong]

Welcome back Tiggy !! Nice to see you again !!

And Please come back Lotussan.
Look, I posted too many new photos. They are waiting your comments !! OK !!!!
Turn back huh ??
TO FINISH YOUR PROTEST !! cuz everybody missed you !!
Especially Steven's photos !!!

sincerely

 

[katw_03]

Lotussan

I hope you are about ready to come back to the forum!
I have missed you.......Whatever it is that has happened,
just let it go. I talk from experience, Nothing is
worse than being away from friends........
Sincerely, we care about you........

 

[Serena]

I'd like to point out here, without violating any confidences, that Lotus is not doing this for attention or as a protest of any kind. She was genuinely worried about something in particular and almost rather scared. I've tried to help reassure her and maybe that, along with everyones' good wishes, will help to eventually convince her that almost everyone here is her friend, mean her no harm, and would really like to see her back. Everyone here has been wonderful, I think, in trying to convince her of that, and I'm truly glad to see these kind posts. The rest is up to Lotus now.

 

[tora]

Even I'm surprised to seem them.Are we simply in need of someone to pick on?Or is it just a feeling of the guilt?Or...just maybe...

 

[Littledragon]

Lotus Comeback.

I'd like to point out here, without violating any confidences, that Lotus is not doing this for attention or as a protest of any kind. She was genuinely worried about something in particular and almost rather scared. I've tried to help reassure her and maybe that, along with everyones' good wishes, will help to eventually convince her that almost everyone here is her friend, mean her no harm, and would really like to see her back. Everyone here has been wonderful, I think, in trying to convince her of that, and I'm truly glad to see these kind posts. The rest is up to Lotus now.

Ye I was there when she announced that.

Lotus please come back, don't worry about anything you are safe here.

 

[ORANGATUANG]

I must have missed what made her want to leave but i think that time will heal any deep wounds i will try now and then to contact her but if she doesnt reply then so be it...

 

[Jules]

I sent e-mails to her. She gave me it(e-mail address) a while back. Tried to cheer her and let her know many are missing her and care about her. No response.
Lotus...Lotus...Where are you?

 

[Reservoir Dog]

Maybe if we found out the reason why she left, we could make the neccessary changes in order for her to feel more comfortable. I dont know much about the whole thing either except I left for vacation, and when I came back, Lotus was gone, and hasnt returned since.

Please come back Lotussan or at least let us know what we can do to make it better for you!

 

[Nico]

I have been burried in work lately, so I have not been around here much, but I think it is a shame if some of us are responsible for Lutussan leaving. We should all be friends here and respect each other. We are all entitle to our oppinion on different subjects and no one should pick on anyone for having a different oppinion. Lotussans outspoken love for Steven is here business and if that is a problem for anyone, don't read her posts. Lotussan, you are a most welcomed part of this forum, hope you get back soon.

Nico

 

[tora]

No reply from her.This is weird.Couldn't something have happened to her?Or perhaps they've finally moved to Hawaii?

 

[ORANGATUANG]

I really dont know tora?...i didnt even know that they were moving to Hawaii..If she is still around it would be nice if she did let us know how she is dont you think?..it would
put all our minds at rest just knowing she is ok...

 

[tora]

Ok.The best I can do to figure out is to give her a phonecall.Uh,I never wanted to do that to hear the "I Love You Steven" spreading the miles across the ocean to me being non-Seagal.But I'll give it a try.Tomorrow.

 

[Storm]

She did not respond to me either. I have tried again but it's worrying. I wonder if there are any guilty consciences here? There ought to be...

 

[tora]

I think it's mine.

 

[Serena]

A message from Lotus to all of us.

Great news, everyone. Lotus sent a message to all of you in another thread. Don't know if she'll be able to post here or not, but I'm placing her quote here so everyone who has been concerned about her and attempted to contact her will know she's okay. It really is great to hear from her and to know she's okay!!

Thanks, Serena, I think I have missed you as well, soooooooooooooooooooo much...

I have a cyber stalker, among other things, and as a result, my dad has forbidden me from posting or e-mailing from his computer. I'm going to try to set up our old system, but need a windows 98 upgrade...We'll see...

Serena, thanks soooooooooo much, and please could you tell everyone, especially Heather, Mick, Julie and Pur that I am soooooo sorry for not answering thier e-mails...
I miss you all, but honestly, my hands are tied at this point...
I have to honor my dads wishes and he said NO e-mailing or posting anywhere from his machine, so I really have no choice right now...
It's reaallly good to be here, I have been soooooo sad, and miss the chats a lot...


AND TO MY DEAREST STEVEN, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, and YOU are ALWAYS MY NUMBER ONE!

 

[Lotussan]

Hi all, I have missed you ALL sooooooooooooooo much!
You all didn't think I could possiblly abandon Steven did you???
NO WAY, totally impossible!
I feel so bad and SAD already for being so behind on my posts, and I only have an hour here, which is up now...
I hope you all can understand, I do miss you all, and this whole seagal experience, and hope that maybe I can get my other SLOW computer going soon, we'll see...
I wouldn't really care as much what they do if it were my personal computer system as long as they aren't commiting crimes, but they have no right to stalk my parents, that's just wrong, so I gotta look out for my family...
Wether or not I come back for good depends on how safe I feel, and right now I don't feel safe online or even in my own home....
It's not just this site, I'm no long posting anywhere on the net...
No chatting or emails either, I feel as if I am being punished....
And most of all, I miss interacting and talking about my favorite man...
Well, bye for now, and I really am so sorry....