Happy Thanksgiving, Steven, my wonderful, darlling...I love you sooooo soooo soooo much...I wish that we could spend all the holidays together my love...
And I will always wish that we were married and just sharing all the good things...If ever you do come for me I will be the happiest girl in the world...
But I want you to know that even if you don't, I will always love you...
I will never love anyone like this, I know that now...
And sensei, I want to say thank you for all the things you've taught me, even if it's only from afar...
I am truly so greatful that you're spirit has touched me the way it has, I am very lucky indeed to feel these things...
I will say that I am quite scared lately, I mean to the point of terror, and can't help but wish you were here darling...
It would be such a comfort to me...
Sometimes I even think that perhaps you have been here, maybe that you've had your fingers in a few pies round here, now I that sounds ridiculous, huh? But I dream that you'll come whisk me away and maybe we'll run away together, and that truly is more than I could ever ask for, all I ever wanted was your love dear, and I have felt it in many ways, I only hope that I never hurt you by anything I said here, if so I am so sorry darling, I would never ever hurt you on purpose, I guess I have a few demons to fight, but don't
we all...
Happy Thanksgiving my love...You mean the world to me, and I love you...Here's a special rose for you, it's almost as bright and beautiful and colorful as you are...Only not half as stimulating...
Well, what can I say? You're unbelievable, incredible, and amazing...I hope you don't mind that I adore you Steven...Because I can't stop...You're my diamond darling...Forever and ever...