Xena ( my beloved cat)

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
:(:( Well this morning i had to the worst thing possible that an animal would have to do i had to put my beloved cat Xena to sleep :( its broken my heart she was my little one i know some may say oh its just an cat maybe so but she was my cat and i dont know what the hell iam going to do with out her ...in her life she had been through hell and back but i know she is in gods care now she is thinking oh its ok not so bad up here ..even my ex husband is upset even though he didnt show it when he came around but he is heart broken thank god i have some pics of Xena i buried her in an beautiful place in my garden where nothing can bother her resting place...Xena was 13 ..sorry folks just cant seem to stop the tears so i will go now...
 

BarbaraAnn101

Well-Known Member
It is so hard when you go thru something like this hon.....I sent you this in a message, but I want to put it up here too:

The Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. Her bright eyes are intent; her eager body quivers. Suddenly she begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, her legs carrying her faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... .
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
I know my cat has gone to the best place ever and one day i hope to see her again she is with her real mum and siblings now i just hope she will remember her human mum one day... as i will never forget her its an shame steven doesnt come here you know because when his girls are in so much pain because of an loss wether its human or animal it would be nice for him to say some thing comforting... any way thanks Barbara your an lovely person and iam sorry for your loss (cat) hey maybe mine and yours are play mates already..
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
have an photo of Xena iam going to get an friend to make bigger and iam going to put it on the wall so when i come in the front door she is larger then life ..i feel so guilty in doing what i had to do i gave her an big hug and kissed her good bye when the vet gave her the needle i have NEVER had to put an animal to sleep and hope to never have to again.. i just miss her she was my little animal soul mate when i learn how to put pics on computers i will show her off the eyes will get you there like two little golden suns ...there say you shouldnt let animals run your life well ..i say to hell with what people say when you have no one in your life its an wonderful thing that an animal brings you happiness..
 

Donald Lee Wilkey

A Steven Seagal fan
Has always been hard for me to let go of the cats I once knew before and after their transferences from this life into Paradise as well. My condolences to you Orangu
 

Irishgirl

Active Member
Oh! Orang...I'm so sorry to hear about your beloved cat. When your ready there are lot's of animals that need to be adopted by great people. I'm sure if you decide to adopt your future cat will have a wonderful home.
 

brainstew

New Member
Hi orang, not done this before but just so you know you are not alone. I lost my Baby Girl Fudge last year & thought i'd never stop crying, still feel like now! Buried Fudge in my garden too with a Lavender plant over her grave. It is growing beautifully & i talk to her all the time. It doesnt get easier the pain just blurs round the edges.
Many Blessings Mo
 

brainstew

New Member
Hi Orang, never done this but just want to let you know you are not alone. Lost my Baby Girl Fudge last year & still miss her very much. Even tho i still have my 2 'boys' i still get weepy over Fudge. Buried her in my garden under a Lavender bush & talk to her every time i go in the garden. Our pets are never just an animal they are part of our family. You will see her again one day.
I know i dont know you but i will be thinking of you.
Peace & blessings, Mo
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
Thanks ladies and gentleman for all those kinds understanding words ...today in the post i got an sympathy card from Xenas vet and the kind words she said more tears came i would hate to be in her shoes its one job i would never want ..when it comes to putting our animals friends to sleep.. i have got an photo picked out there is so many beautiful ones i have of Xena but this one iam sure she loved the camera its like she is posing any way iam getting it blown up to poster size and then laminated and put it on my wall nera the front door so when i come home from an hard day she is there big as life with her big gold eyes and it will make me feel not so bad ..thanks guys again..
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
It never rains less it pours with me.. found out today my diabetes is up sh.it creek or in other peoples language iam stuffed .. BUT my doctor is going to be putting me on an new trail medicine next week ..he cant work out why its not happening for me iam losing weight , iam eating healthy, iam doing alot of walking, my oragns are all good and my blood cells are good ..he is dumb founded ..and i have made up my mind after losing Xena iam not having any more animals thats it ..done..and when i make my mind up its just that made up.. i know there is lots of cats out there wanting an home nad some one to love them but it just wont be me.. plus with my disease you just dont know whats around the corner dont get me wrong i will always love animals ..that wont ever change just not far if i got one and some thing happned and i wasnt around..get what i mean :( so it was hard to come to my descision but its final..
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
Had an good old cry again today was doing some cleaning up and came across an couple of Xenas toys she loved her little balls that had bells in them ..i thought losing my child many years ago was hard but this is just as hard when i got Xena she was the runt of the litter she could fit in my hand ...i know where she is its all good i just miss her coming on my bed and cuddling in my arms right near the heart ...the nights are the worse as iam all alone i think i hear her but then i wake up ....:(
 

Irishgirl

Active Member
My third little girl died after birth in '88. It's hard losing a child...It is the most difficult thing a parent goes through ..buring their own child. Your children should bury you. Maybe it's time for a new kitten? What do you think?
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
No !!! no more animals period for me iam not going to have to put an animal though that again as it is an friend of mine has an lovely dog his name is smokey an blue heeler ( aussie dog) he is 10 and getting slow she has had him since 6 months old and thinks he is getting close to his time .. thanks girls i know you are just helping but its just going to take time ...plus i wanted wont to get another cat when my health can be up and down and if my time comes where does that leave the cat ? as for my family thats an laugh an bunch of mongrels right now i have more of an family here then there will ever be.. any way have to look ahead not behind and take an day at an time ..
 

ORANGATUANG

Wildfire
cant beleive its been nearly two months since my beautiful cat Xena died i keep finding things of hers and brings back all the hurt all over again ...people say it will get easier the pain will ease when i ask?.. i miss her :( i swear i can hear her meow some times and then come to my senses ..i just i could hold her again maybe one day ..hope she remembers me as i will never forget her ...
 

BarbaraAnn101

Well-Known Member
cant beleive its been nearly two months since my beautiful cat Xena died i keep finding things of hers and brings back all the hurt all over again ...people say it will get easier the pain will ease when i ask?.. i miss her :( i swear i can hear her meow some times and then come to my senses ..i just i could hold her again maybe one day ..hope she remembers me as i will never forget her ...

Hey sweetie...you know I can relate, hon...my little ShadowMan passed away on March 1st....and I miss him alot.....

My ex's niece's cat had kittens about two months ago now....and it just so happens there is an all black one....so I am considering opening my heart up to another little ShadowMan who needs a home......
 
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photomouse14

Guest
:(:( Well this morning i had to the worst thing possible that an animal would have to do i had to put my beloved cat Xena to sleep :( its broken my heart she was my little one i know some may say oh its just an cat maybe so but she was my cat and i dont know what the hell iam going to do with out her ...in her life she had been through hell and back but i know she is in gods care now she is thinking oh its ok not so bad up here ..even my ex husband is upset even though he didnt show it when he came around but he is heart broken thank god i have some pics of Xena i buried her in an beautiful place in my garden where nothing can bother her resting place...Xena was 13 ..sorry folks just cant seem to stop the tears so i will go now...

I'm so sorry Orangatuang. My heart goes out to you. I had my doggie for 16 yrs and will never forget when I had to let her go to heaven. It hurts but you have friends to get you thru it.
 
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