Thank you all so much for such warm welcomes!
I've been doing much better lately with my health. I have a condition called chronic costochondritis, which is basically chronic inflamation of the cartlidge of the ribcage. It's VERY painful at times and makes even getting a hug, or taking a deep breath, a major undertaking. There's no cure...only treatment, and most doctors don't even have the foggiest as to what triggers it. Most cases of it clear up by themselves and never reccur. Some cases however, such as mine, become very severe and persistant. They've tried treating me with Vioxx, Celebrex, and Bextra...all of which I had reactions to. Then site point injections...which were nasty, injections of morphine and steroids directly into the ribcage. Finally I told them to quit poking and prodding me...I just couldn't take anymore.
Top all of this with reproductive problems that led to major surgery (at 27)...the result of which was no babies for me, and a massive abdomenal hernia thanks to an idiot doctor. Three months after my surgery he was fired from the hospital because they refused to pay his malpractice insurance any more...and then said they wouldn't take responsible action for the state I was left in. There is still the likelyhood of at least two more major surgeries in my future...but for now things are faring well.
I've turned to the Dharma to help deal with alot of issues that have resulted from all of this. Meditation and breathing techniques help with the pain. I've also taken up Tai Chi (non strenuous and non stressfull) and changed my diet to try and maintain myself, both of which have helped tremendously in many different ways. It's not been easy, but I know that there is purpose and lesson in it all, and at the end of the day that makes it much easier.