Ouch.
I dislocated a rib a couple of weekends ago, and it's been a bit rough going to class. I decided it was in my best interests to continue going, since I know myself well enough that if I stopped going because if this injury, I wouldn't go back at all, ever.
Each lesson I test my capacity to do the work, and so far, I've had to beg off ukemi practice because I don't want to exacerbate the injury by pulling any more on the muscle around the dislocated rib. I do as much as I can in each class, and I'm finding that as long as I work slow and gentle for the time being (without falling), I'm not losing any of the other benefits received from the class.
(This week's discovery - I can now hold my hands palm up, almost completely flat and parallel to the floor, whereas before, they were angled at about 30 degress. Yippee!)
It's just my bad luck that the chiropractor chose to go on holiday this week...
Most of the students, especially the experienced ones, have been pretty patient. They understand that at my age, these micro-injuries are going to slow me down some, so they work with me.
However, a couple of the lads - newbies, starting around the same time as I did - have been expressing their displeasure with hostility and demanding that I go away. They think that the only practice worth doing is rough and fast. Trouble is, I've watched these two individuals work, and they don't do the techniques at all well, and sometimes, it looks like all they're interested in doing is bringing down uke, hard.
I made up my mind a while back that I was going to proceed at my own pace, and not let what others think is right for them should be imposed on me. I'm not a young woman (though not really that old) and I have limitations that I'm working through. Stiff joints; stiff back and neck muscles; and these small injuries that I'm experiencing are largely due to those as well as a body that hasn't moved much out of my office chair for 15 years (resulting in very bad posture and muscles now protesting because my posture is improving).
Still, I was really taken aback at the viciousness of this one fellow this evening when I explained that I had a dislocated rib, and that I would not be able to fall. "What the hell are you doing here if you can't do the techniques?" he barked out at me. I responded (with a lot less hostility than I might otherwise have done - for some reason, aikido class calms me down when my temper might otherwise get the better of me) that I could only take the technique so far and would he respect that. I thought he was going to stomp off to Sensei...
Still, I'm having doubts about going to the next class (Tuesday night). The other lad who wasn't happy about working with me while I had this problem will be there, and I don't want to be bitched at again, as if I were doing him some great personal disservice by asking him to respect this week's limitations.
-TD, wishing this stupid injury (and it was stupidly acquired) would heal up so she could get back into the business of rolling like a cardboard box again