Well, I do know something must be up with him, but we really shouldn't be making assumptions about anything...
He could have things going on in his life that we have
no idea about...We don't know that he ever drinks, either...
I am still agonizing over what could be happening, but even I am feeling that I am getting too personal here lately...
I agree with you that having a lot of people around him might be chaotic, I think I'd have an awful time adjusting to that if I was his companion/wife...
Now, given my ideas for a romance with him, I'd have to be thinking, what if we couldn't even be alone when we wanted to, what if even I (or any prospective lady) wasn't trusted enough to share a moment alone with him...
That would really suck...Then again, I am probably just in a dream world, so that senario would probably never happen, I just get the feeling he's going through something difficult, maybe it's a drinking thing, maybe not...
It really bothers me to think that he's suffering, and that I am not helping but harming by leaving my lovesick posts....
But really we can only get as intimate as he allows us to be...
However, if he reads I don't think he'd be happy reading about a supposed problem when we haven't any basis for thinking he has...
As far as the Seagal attitude goes, well, to me that's part of his charm...
A lot of people get offended, oh well...
I guess he's just not a butt kisser and I really admire that...
I don't think he should compromise himself for hollywood, they are a bunch of hypocrites and they have favoritism running amok...
But I do want him to be successful, I wish that for him...
I guess his religious path is quite strong, and maybe people don't understand that...
It's a shame...
I hope everything always goes well for him, that is my deepest wish...
And as far as the drinking, who knows...
I hope he would know better than to fall into that, but addiction can creep in on you...
And I really hope that if he needed someone he would know that I am/we are here for him no matter what...
I guess he's surrounded by enough people, though...
I only hope he is happy and healthy, I think about him endlessly and wish for his contentment...
Sorry if I'm rambling...