CARMEN
THE OLD SOUL
as i sit hear typing i have been praying to god and asking why me what is going on i have been friend with this pearson for 3 years and though i know most of this is my fault because i am to nice i had to kick out my friend she was not willing to get a job and what money she did have not all of it came to me my heart has not felt this pain before like a deep wound in my heart i thought we wher friend but if she is my friend why why dose she not do any thing ,i never gave up on her becase that is how i was bult i guess i i aways had faith that she would do something never wanted to get to to this point with her she is my soulmate best frien and i know that i guess thats why it hurts MAN THIS IS HARD TO LET GO I'M SO MAD i soooo needing to vent today not sure how but i will get through this even if its 1 min at a time i will miss friend i do worry what will happen to her when i'm gone blah