A couple of updates:
I sent the recording of my 6th kyu test over to my friend's place, and it's gotten lost there... they're still looking for it, so I hope it hasn't vanished altogether. Should have made a copy before I sent it over, I guess.
We had a for-the-dojo-only seminar with a sensei who was my sensei's teacher back in the day. It wasn't a big affair like it was last year because we couldn't get the space at the YMCA. It's getting really difficult to find space to hold a large seminar - our dojo is just too small to accommodate everyone. That's one of the reasons why we're looking for a bigger space.
Anyhow, they split the seminar into three sessions - unranked to 4th kyu, Saturday morning (with kids participating in the first hour of the two hour session); afternoon session was 3rd kyu and above. Sunday's session was instructors and by invitation.
This Sensei doesn't stand on ceremony (or rank) when he demonstrates - I nearly had heart failure when he waved me to the front! And I had to do ukemi (fortunately, it was backward ukemi, which I can handle fairly well).
There was an odd number of participants, so towards the end of the second class, I found myself as a loose third person waiting my turn with a pair, and the Sensei sidled up and offered himself as my partner.
My first thought was, "I'm going to die."
And then, recalling what happened the last time an instructor partnered with me, my second thought was, "I'm going to kill the instructor."
Well, he didn't, and I didn't, so no one had to call 911 (whew).
We were working on morotetori kokyuho, irimi entry. I finally figured out I wasn't doing a complete 180. Once I did, everything else went as it was supposed to, and down Sensei went (*gulp*).
I stayed to watch the afternoon class, and came back the next day to watch the instructors class. Very interesting stuff. I was the only one taking photographs, though, so I ended up missing a lot of stuff because I was trying to get good shots (really hard to do, at the speed at which some of the participants were moving).
This week we have another visiting instructor teaching the evening classes. That is one big dude, man. And he remembered my name from last year, and I got picked to demo by him (fortunately, no ukemi required, this time).
Having been picked to demo with these two instructors, I feel like I'm really part of the class now, contributing, as well as learning. I don't expect to be asked again, but for a couple of days, I felt like a real aikidoka (I hope that's the right word).
The CT scan still hasn't turned up at my doctor's office. I'm trying not to future-trip about the results. The pain comes and goes, the tingling in my leg comes and goes, but at least there's no numbness, though my left leg is noticeably weaker now than my right. I'm still struggling with my anger about the accident and its effect on recovery from the slipped disc. This spiritual harmony thing is hard....