Yes, it is hard, take heart,have courage, step out in one leap of faith,
working with people who seem to oppose you at every turn is dreadful.
Have you ever wondered why when you get closer to God and start living His Way, suddenly you start to have all sorts of obstacles in your spiritual path,
It's like they have been thrown yur way deliberately to make it harder for you to walk His walk.
I used to use a variety of coping skills,
go to a terrific concert,
listen to good music like you do.
ring someone up who is not connected with work and unload,
see a good comedy and laugh your head off.
organise a dress up fancy dress party with a theme.
try a new recipe,
go to a dance and dance it off,
do aerobics,
buy a new dress,
retail therapy helps,
start to paint,
or start a new hobby,
visit an orphanage and help out,
clean , so some spring cleaning,
I've tried all the above and it works even if temporarily, but in the end Pray hard for those people and wish God's blessings for good health, prosperity and a good life, all the benefits of the Holy Spirit, by the time you go through the list of blessings for them you don't feel so bad about them.You start to "see" and "feel" differently about them.
Jesus said "Pray seventy time seven for your enemies."
there is natural spiritual law in that.
He didn't say it for nothing.
We need to have faith in our guides and their sayings and teachings and just Do Them as stepping out in an act of faith no matter how hard it is, it works.
it releases us but we have to do the footwork, the rest God does.
there is a saying" do what you have to do , what's in front of you and leave the rest to God."
that means taking responsibility and doing whatever footwork,spiritual or practical, leave the rest to God and accept what comes down the shute."that is so hard, to accept.
The more you practice acceptance the higher the level of serenity.
Love and Peace to all Pilgrims,
Halkush