dear my friends, a question keeps sitting in my mind since a while. i am a very spiritual person, a healer, etc. usually am very peaceful and calm. but sometimes i got anger, and then i am becoming very explosive, like a volcano. i was thinking how is it possible; sometimes i am unable to manage my anger? do you have the same experience sometimes? as i mentioned before my roots are from hungary central europe. started to do some research where is my nation from. if you believe or not we are a composition of at least 15 various tribes, a few of them very martial in those ages and most surprisingly from somewhere over caucasus from tribes like: ooyghoor, oghur, oghooz, votyac, turcmen, oostyac, etc. later joined some another nations to our tribes in carpatian basin like inhabitants of transsylvania, called: sekeii, and changho. i had to recognize, we as a nation can have a quite good mixed blood. me especially had a few preussan relatives as well. so am an absolute mixture of two opposite characteristics. plus now already for a decade living in 'take-it-easy', beloved my uk. well...sorry for this if this would be a boring stuff for you, but as we on this site are so multicultural and cosmopolitan (at least myself) i really would be interested in your opinion about this. God bless all of you, Katalin